If I thought about it, I should have understood, but if I had to go, I'd be alone. After all, I'd have to shed my own blood. We were one, but to meet you there, I feel a sense of reluctance. You are my life. But life is far from fair.Was it foolish for me to love you?Was it reckless to reach out to me?Was it obvious to everyone else?You thought I was being lied to. More than once, I wasn't on your side. It's your own fault to be deceived twice. What lies ahead is death or paradise? I'll never show you tears again. There's no time to surrender to death. Just suffer as much as you can. You don't have any regrets about the past. Those who were supposed to have been buried have come back to life, and another bitter lesson awaits me. I was carried along by a lie. You were not my friend. It was my own fault to be deceived not once, but twice. Is it death or paradise? I'll never show my tears again. I do n't have time to surrender to death. I do n't have time to die. I don't have time to die. It's my fault to be deceived not once, but twice. Is it death or paradise that lies ahead? I'll never shed a tear again. I'm dead. I don't have time to leave it to you